feeling good! I feel good *music*

wow....i feel better..so much better...after a good nite sleep.....ol...dunnoe y i yesterdae so sad liddat.....but anyway...yea..i muz listen to all those who ask me to cheer up....i muz be more optimistic lor.....hah......but srry arh(to nelson, cx,alf, joven) i cant go and play badminton with u guys....hah...next time bah..i will go....promise! :p

and thank you to those who tried to cheer me up.....unlike some of my friends *hints at some of my classmates * who still make some sarcastic remarks.......anyway...i am glad to noe that at least i have some who are reliable...hah....

signing off.....

Cold...

Feeling cold......didnt get a good nite sleep yesterday....thinking abt stuff...yea.....then todae had to wake up early to play bball with ys and shawn.......hah. my bball skills didnt "deprove" even though i didnt play 4 1 week ler.....hah.....(not zi kua) haha..

feeling sleepy and tired......i tried taking a nap juz now, but i seriously couldnt sleep, dunnoe y...juz 'toss' around....and juz decided to blog.......

and pls dont dao me....it doesn't feel good......i feel sad.....it makes me wonder if u really wan to ignore me.........i feel sick....and sad......y? i start to question myself.....optimistic should be the word that describe me....but now, its gone.....y? i wonder.................

i seriously cant take it anymore........i cried but to no avail.....no one will ever noe....becoz its all hidden within my heart.....i cant take it....i cant.....i really nid to 'straighten' my feelings and thoughts.....really......i juz want to cry and let it all out, but tears wouldnt come out.....my heart is cold......i cant get it warm again, can I? emptiness fil my heart......i juz dunnoe y?

someone pls help me....save me from this misery.... :(

Sunday Fun!

Group PHOTo SLC ROCKS!!! Thanks to Shu Shan! got this photos from her blog!!

woots....todae was super fun lar.....went out with Sharvin, Isaac, Shu Shan, and Janier.....went to watch a movie "Made of Honour" quite nice lar....hah.......but hor they keep niao-ing me about her lor( which i shall not name)....there is nothing......seriously...anyway, the stroy goes like this, there is this guy, who was fickled minded, who "slept" with lots of gals, but one day, he found his true love....but leh.....she found a new guy, which she wanted to marry...so he has to change her mind, by being the "m-o-h" hah......in the end..hah....nice ending......

then Kristin and Dennis cme to join us for dinner....hah.....we were like teasing them, and Sharvin and I were like saying we spot a couple......coz she told me that she was meeting someone....and that someone happens to be Dennis....hah....gu nan gua n(v)...hah......then some more teasing.....we went to pastamania to eat lor....damn ex......sianz.....good times really past so fast, then we all go back liao lor......

wondering when will we go out again.... i look up..the sky looks peaceful......the moon glowing brightly, i wonder.....when?....when will this happen again?

back to studying......i tell myself......fear gripped me.......ensure abt the future........but at least i noe that our friendship will last....with that..i smiled......finally...... (i sound abit lame rite?)

signing off...anyway...todae was fun!!! thanks for everything!!!

Todae was quite fun lar......went out with jon, nel and joven and her friend, joy.........haha...we went bowling..and guess wat.....I was first in the first game!!! scored 106 points...hah...got some strike and spare.....quite happy...then 2nd game got 2nd lar...lost to joven by 2 p0ints...sob.....she got 110......hah...nel and jon.....they are quite noob in bowling..(srry dudes no offence, i noe i aint pro either) ..most importantly is to have fun mah....hah... then we went arcade to play the air hockey...hah...first game jon and nel beat me and joven...then 2nd game, it was a tied....anyway it was a good game.....(btw no offence to anyone) hah....looking forward to tmr......


btw who's slc<3? Pls tell me thanks!!!

signing off......tmr......hah :p

SLC 4th and Final Day!!!

Goodbye 14th SLC forever...although u may be gone, but i will always remember u in my heart, always.....i sound wierd, do I? hah...I love SLC man! love it to the core....and Kristin, dont cry....we can always go out and we love u forever!!!...."dont cry because its the end, smile because it happened"...by some famous guy...today i really laugh until my stomach hurts lar....1st time in dunnoe how many years since i laughed liddat ler........Grand Finale Rocks man!!!!! wa i so enthu todae till my voice a bit hoarse liao..damn sexy man.......hah........Kay yi damn cute lar......during the grand finale, when we were like raising our hands, in order to connect the whole group and as i was beside her, she held me hand lar....like very zi dong leh....i was stunned at first lar..but realised that it was like ppl holding hands together, which I continued it......hah.....damn funny...she also damn hardworking lor....type out some notes, to give to everyone...telling them abt themselves...and about her feelings etc lar....hah.......

Our clustor director, nicholette(srry arh i dont noe how to spell yr name) only remember me as the one who always rebut other ppl de....hah...always talk alot de....arh....how could i give such a bad impression...but well nvm..at least i juz show my true personality....hah..(no offence to anyone, i hope) .... hah....but she damn funny lor..she during cluster meeting act like so fierce, then keep saying, "participants, pls be reminded that talking/cheering/clapping is not in order" hah..damn funny..but in grand finale, she damn enthu, like totally change....hah....like keep on dancing lor.....funny dance though..hah.....she may want to whack me if she sees this..lmao...!

The grand Finale was the BEst...it was too good to be true....hah....during our cluster's turn to go up stage, we play the song "pls dont stop the music" and dance, played and cheer together arh, then we did the "everybody dance now" thing.....the one which goes *clap clap* 2 times...3 times......lets break it up *clapclap* ..lets do the remix *clap*...something liddat............hah...then our cluster performance ended like me doing the break dance....like a water flow passes through my hand then to my legs, then back to my finger, then i pointed at Isaac, which he did the moon walk, then both of us pointed at Sharvin, who did the handstand..woots.....the audience was like cheering damn loud when we did those lar.damn enthu lor.....of course they gave us a standing ovation.....hah.....we walked off the stage with pride, and i am sure everyone did. COz every cluster performance rock to the core!!!!! and for the first time, u will see me being so enthu and laughing so madly in this 'concert'...hah....really enjoyed my time here....didnt regret anything...

Once again here's my group, Parmenia's cheer: (enjoy)
Parmenia is a dynamite
And if u mess with dynamite,
We'll go
ti ti (x4)
Boom dynamite!
Boom(x4) dynamite!
Hey Hey Its time to fight
everybody shoe Parmenia's might
Hey hey lets perservere
We are the only team that u gonna fear!!!!

cool rite...

We rock! Parmenia rock! I love Parmenia! and We love Kristin!!! SLC forever!!! This is the best thing I have ever attended.....this is a 1000000000% success!!!! Tell me I rock too!!! hah...

signing off....SLC forever!

SLC 3rd Day!

Wa....good times really past so fast......the 3rd dae is already over liao leh..so fast rite? nvm i really enjoy the last day to the fullest tmr....A piece of good news, my team's action paper got selected to represent our clustor...cool rite? Basically, an action paper is a solution, intro etc on youth education, so our cluster is doing abt assisting school drop-outs...hah.....cool rite.....coz our group got 1 zai presenter and got me lar of course..hah.... coz i keep on questioning the other group, while our group only recieve 1 comment/question, the rest got "bombarded" by me....hah...(no offence).....I keep on asking this guy question until he was speechless....hah.....of course, my group's action paper was set to be discussed and to be ammended, so this group wanted to add in a paragraph, but due to my question, none of the other group voted for for this idea, all voted against the idea....hah..........then todae got GOH come and talk arh.....The GOH was Dr Lily Neo....hah... a bit boring lar..... then during the Q&A, i wasnt paying attention coz i was like talking to my facilitator....hah..passing notes to each other...then she keep on saeing my drawing so ugly arh... :P well hers is equally ugly....(oops..no offence...Kristin) the quite ok lar....

Next was the photo taking....hah..then while waiting for our turn, we played games which was damn fun arh...so much laughter.... got this RGS girl, she is sec 2 lar.....but very small build...so i keep on teasing her to be primary school kid...hah...kristin keep saeing that I was childish, am I? hah...juz wanted to add laughter mah.......then the games had forfeit lor...wa..actually 1 forfeit is i not supposed to do, they force me to do lor...but the best was then Kristin finally got to do the forfeit..hah....retribution.... :p ..woots...damn happy.....SLC Rocks forever!!!!!

oh ya..i look so shuai in council uniform man!!! hah...

seriously hope to have u all as my class......will remember my group for SLC forever! hah...

signing off.......SLC,SLC,SLC,,,,, Parmenia rocks.....hah.....

SLC 2nd day!

2nd day of SLC was fun! although not as fun as the first day. hah...only dry concepts lor....so we did an action paper abt education liddat lor....I feel that our team is really good lor..I like my team! :p Had lots of fun with them, we play, we laugh, we tease.haha...damn funny arh...and quite memorable..too bad... the 2nd day is already over.....looking forward to the third day....hah...our facilitator, Kristin is really good lar....quite impressed....and u noe 1 girl from our group is the only sec 2, from RGS, her name is Kay yi.....lunch bufet lor...didnt eat much..hah...but for teabreak, i eat like 3 chocolate roll, the small one....hah....played murderer-winks...at first i was the murderer lor, then i so suay, go wink at kay yi, who was the dectective....haha..2nd one was i was the dectective, then Kristin winked at someone, but she so suai, i managed to caught her....of my group i can remember most of the names, Kristin, Kay Yi, Shu San, Grace(Australia) , fan fei(china), Shaun, Isaac, Kevin, Sharvin....hah....they are a so much better then some of my classmates lar..i wish that we were real classmates studying together....that will be so much fun...(no offence to anyone) hah...really enjoyed my time in SLC, I really ENJOYED it!

looking forward to it.....
signing off....