argh! i am damn fking pissed now... trying to vent all my frustration here! damn..... after that 10 mins, i became so savage.... so wild with anger.... damn! Y is this all happening to me?!

也许我该放弃, 因这对我没有好处, 但我能放弃吗?
继续下去, 我快要坚持不住了...

will someone come by or something that could make me stop thinking abt that?